Sunday, August 19, 2007

-: Rohan :-

Rohan dies, rises to the skies,

Returned to earth, closed eyes,

Arms open no one to caress,

Hundred wishes, all came true,

Still the greed doesn’t end,

For life’s a mysterious blend,

You taste it, you crave for more,

Time’s endless, so is life,

My search still continues,

But what I seek is unknown,

Path before me distorted,

Just a light at other end,

Went through mountains, rivers, maze,

For the one I surpassed through haze,

I’ve passed my peak my glory days,

But my wish to go on still stays,

Rohan dies, rises to the skies,

Returned to earth, closed eyes,

Arms open no one to caress,

Hundred wishes, all came true,

-: I met my Father :-

One day in dream, I met my father,

He came to me and said;

“Have you seen my Son?”

He has lost himself, he said!

Where is he going?

Where does he belong?

Been among many,

Yet unable to carry along,

Fragments of his heart,

Scattered all over,

Searching for their origins,

They seek each other,

In him is a part of my soul,

He is the summary of my life,

He is what I’ve gained in life,

He is what I’ve lost in life,

“One day in dream; I met my father”

-: Passive Irony :-

Behind the veils of known reality, There is reality; further duality
Deep, deeper; deeper in sleek, Behind the curtains; of darkness bleak
Beyond the thought of all humanities, Is conceptuality; end of frailty

What starts to end; shall never ascend
To the pinnacle that needs; an utmost descent
At top shall be; unknown to thee, Individuality; Infinite gravity
Above the skies of worldly highs, There is reality; further duality

Buried is my smiles; hidden in my lies
Are truths that hold all shrieks; all cries
To break then; this cage, there creeps up a rage
What a word does but mean! When rubbed off the page

Beyond the description; of lingual frugality, There is reality; further duality
The time the stops; comes to a rest , This moment must hold all the zest
Momentous is man and at his best, When life for him is an endless quest
Behind the veils of known reality, There is reality; further duality

I like the way you look at me taking me to the shining stars.
There it is: something I have never felt before
and I am happy for feeling this right now
I hold you every minute, But you hide every second
You give me no choice, But I am always waiting for you

I will forget you
to keep dreaming my old nightmares
At least, I was living not dreaming.

-: When You Were Gone... :-


Today eyesight has weakened
Thoughts in haziness but vision still clear
As of yesterdays of times when we met
Of times when we got along

Promises that were made Songs that were sung
Truths that were bridged Future that was discussed
When you were close to me When I was close to you

Trees which walked with us
roads which laid the carpets for us
rivers which smiled seeing us
rains which could never make us wet
when nights were beautiful like you
when days were pleasing like you

Candlelight moon with stars our friends
Nights shadowed by warmth we shared
And lights blinded by our love
when two of us made a couple

when third meant no company

The unrequited love the incomplete me
The faded dream the broken glasses
when you were gone
when you left....

-: Wings Of Glory :-

You would live a life of glory,

Just try falling in love.

You’d start dreaming with eyes open,

Just try falling in love.

You’d accept every word you hear,

Even fulfill the promises made,

Just try falling in love.

You’d fly on wings of loneliness,

And forget every word of past,

You’d be afraid of your mirror,

Just try falling in love.

You’d loose your sun,

And the moon would go to sleep,

You’d want to reach home late,

Just try falling in love.

Your restlessness would increase,

And memories would start teasing you,

You’d sit and write poems,

Just try falling in love.

-: Be Me :-

Be me, be my Love.

Be the sight of my eyes,

Be the words that I speak,

Be the destiny that I seek.

Be me, be my Love.

Be the smile on my face,

Be the memory, for me to re-live,

Be the enlightenment, that I desire,

Be me, be my Love.

Be the passion of my heart,

Be the stimuli of my thought,

Be the body to my soul,

Be me, be my Love.

Be the moment to live for,

Be the cause to die for,

Be my hope for me to survive,

Be me, be my Love.

-: Sin... :-

Buried emotions, Shattered dreams,
Bleeding heart, Torn again,
Blood on my chest
Debris...debris ,in my hands,
Invisible chasms, Between our souls,
Pain and more pain...
Never ending journey, all..,
For a cursed destiny,
Without regret,
Without repentance,
I walk away.
All, my virtues.
all, my attributes.
Bottomless crevice,
In my soul.....,
Soul....haunted, deserted abode,
Yearning for movement, pleading for sound.
Body... mourning, death of the soul...
The soul that died long ago.
How much can it endure, still.......?
I'd say, a death more....and all..........,
For the love...that will never died, but turned into a sin...

-: Faceless Storm :-

I stand before a mirror; I see you,

My image, my reflection, looks like you,

As my shadow you accompany me,

Alive like the Gods, but in me you breathe,

The day that we spent together,

Were the ones I’d love to live forever,

Defying the limitation of fate and Time,

To be with you and make you mine,

I have lived my love, m belief,

I’ve been waiting for you,

There’s second chance for everyone,

But for me there was none,

Even if my life gives up on me,

My love won’t give up on you,

I know we’ll meet again someday,

I can still feel the warmth of your touch,

“For in me you live; you breathe through me”

-: When I am with you :-

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

-: Tearful Nights :-

"Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You"
"No One Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry"

"If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"

"Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You"

"Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before."
"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will."

"My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
My eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you."
"Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today."

"Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
But love is only special when you give it to who its worth."

-: Quantum Domain :-

Hypothecated against the social norms,

Trapped by the civilized society,

Prisoner of culture and tradition,

Waiting for a chance to break free,

Competitions increasing everywhere everyday,

Achieving success is becoming more difficult,

Stability in life is the necessity,

But instability is the epitome of life,

It is hard to be what we are,

In turn we become a character driven by emotion,

For we are lost in trying to be what other’s want,

Neglecting our desires we live under the shadow of relations,

We try to be a perfect son, brother, husband, father,

But that’s not all life has to offer,

Believe that you’re special, imagine, create sustain,

It’s possible only if you can make real,

What you see in you’re Quantum Domain.

-: Anonymity :-

Fallen leaves traveling, In search of a grave,
With wind they dance, In ceremonial circles,

Wind the undertaker, Enjoying,

Every bit of their lunacy,
Confirms his judgment,
Sanity disappears, At the sight of death,

His body withering away slowly,
A lonely leaf makes his last wish,

Take me to the tree, O wind,
God of my world is rightly him,
He breathed life into me, Sheltered my thoughts,
Among thousands of his children, He cared for me.

The day I left the tree, I could not hold my tears.
With no one to hold, I fell for the ground.

Every time I look up, I see his world is the same,
There is someone new, In the place I lived once,
His devotion equally good,
There is no reason, To care for me,

With nobody else to die for, Let me stick to his roots,
With my unconditional love, Till I wither in anonymity.

-: Fifth Element :-

Carpet of green, spread across the land,

Are waiting for you, for your touch,

Mountain dressed as bride, covered with snow,

Wish that the air brought them your Essence,

Silent ocean waters, deep down below,

Restless have they become, your reflection they seek,

The fire that’s blazing, within the earth’s belly,

Need the spark in your eyes to set it ablaze,

So am I in need of you, your presence,

To resist I did try, unsuccessful I was,

For there’s four in nature, one within me,

One above the rest, one that’s love, love, love.

-: Hours Unforgettable :-

A journey I began of fun and joy,

So came my heart came my soul along,

Shared my place, I don’t know why,

Perhaps lost in her eyes, dazzled by her charm,

Feelings unexplained but memories I’ll cherish,

Touch that’s inexperienced, with purity unmatched,

She cared for me on occasions even I didn’t,

To comfort her I intended, never once otherwise,

Journey’s ended, I am back to were started,

But I’ve changed, for I’ve lost myself in the journey,

And even though I know I can’t have what I want,

My heart still craves for one more moment with her,

And now when she’s away, I want to be with her,

I see her with eyes open, dream her when I sleep,

When I don’t find her around me I cry to smile,

My heart goes out to the very thought of her,

My heart beats for two and soul swings in twilight,

I can bare no more, conceive me again O lord for LOVE hurts.

-: Hope Within :-

I stood alone, with no one beside me,

No one to speak, no one to listen,

And I began my journey,

In search of my belonging,

Then I fell, but stood again and again,

Bruised and hurt but I felt no pain,

The earth kept spinning and black became grey,

And on page of my body, time wrote my tale,

Now my body has given up and face has turned pale,

Now as I rise above myself,

And see me lying beneath,

I’ am happy I’ve tried.

-: I Met Myself :-

Beside the sea, I sat with me,

Looked at the sky looking for me,

Then, time took me to my past,

To the time where I met with me last,

Standing before me I looked at me and asked,

Whether I’ am the same person. I left behind,

I looked me in my eyes and said,

I’ am me but you have changed,

For your smell is the same, without the essence of past,

Your body remains me, but my soul you’ve lost,

With this thought. I returned to myself,

To find me where I’ve left me behind.

-: Tear’s Of A Faceless-Man :-

Only few extra-ordinary people,

Are recognized among million’s ordinary,

Among these ordinary, with many like me,

Live unnoticed, uncared and alone,

With eyes, but without sight,

With tongue, but without speech,

With touch, but without sensation,

With a body, yet like a spirit,

I know my goal, but lack guidance,

I know the answer but lack conviction,

And the person whom I love the most,

Doesn’t even know that I exist,

And when the pain gets unbearable,

I feel like crying, crying out aloud,

To release myself from the bondage,

But to control, I’ am told inspite of the Loss,

When my heart is in tear’s it cries,

These tear’s role down through my eyes,

But there is no one to caress, no one to wipe,

Because these are my tear’s;

Tear’s of a face-less man.

-: Angel By Birth :-

From heaven to earth,

Came an angel to this world,

As beautiful as “Aphrodite”!

With innocence, pleasance and simplicity,

Endowed with humanity,

With an aura of divinity,

Cunning like “queen of Sheeba”

Curious like “Eve” of “Eden”,

With eyes like ocean,

Ocean of immeasurable dept,

Smile like a “Chrysanthemum”,

And touch promising “hope”,

Your story is a fairy tale,

A tale that doesn’t end,

Your heart so free so pure,

It is you my “dear”,

I know it for sure!

-: Eternity :-

Like a wanderer without the slightest clue of his destiny,

I search every corner of my world for you,

With just a mere thought of you being with me,

I’ am filled with the excitement and ecstasy of the heavens above,

My emotion’s are at the purest, my mind at its youth,

Every single time when you’re with me, every single time in dream or reality,

I love you more, more than any-thing else is this whole world,

I love you more, perhaps even more than myself,

If an angel walked down and granted me a wish,

I’ll wish for you, your love and for us to be together forever.

-: Falling High :-

A mannequin with a beating heart, I’ve become!

For my senses betray me and mind hallucinates,

Your image before me, your voices within thee,

Your flowing fragrance, your calming touch,

Like the sun I resisted, eventually succumbing to fate,

The fate of your love, be it darkness be it light,

Every new day brings a new hope to my life,

The hope of us being together, together for eternity,

Even the inanimate are in love with you!

For every-time I confront my mirror,

Instead of me, myself being reflected in it,

I see you standing in front of me,

Like a fly in deep love with the burning flame,

Who sacrifices his body? Just to be with his love,

Similar I’ am, for I’ am willing to die for your love,

Rather, then to forget and live years without it.

-: Corner Of A Bridge :-

Everyday! When I climb the bridge;

I find her sitting at the same corner,

Looking at people with hope and expectation,

Wondering whether she’ll have to starve again,

Still everyday. She comes in before and stays after everyone,

Such punctuality can put even the noble’s to shame,

Neither does she complain. Nor blames life,

Just performs her duty and gives it her best,

When she’s ill there’s no one to care,

When she’s happy there’s no one to share,

Coz, the one’s whom she loved so dearly,

Left her alone to live with pain and misery,

She keeps her voice to herself, but speaks with her eyes,

She pleads for kindness, but we are unable too,

But still she bestows her blessings upon us,
while we move ahead cursing her,

Without thinking, why she blessed us,

When she got nothing in return,

Is it because we are the ones in greater needs!

-: You Are :-

You are a dream; I see when I close my eyes,

You are the light that sparkles when I open my eyes,

You are like water colourless yet so colourful,

You are the breeze unseen but a universal truth,

You are like music belonging to no one desired by everyone,

You are the song which needs no voice,

You are a search that never ends,

You are the mystery still to be solved,

You are the flower, whose fragrance is everlasting,

You are a work of art that appreciates with time,

You are a diamond even kings can’t afford,

You are like the moon, so near yet so far,

You are a vision, you are a memory,

You are joy, you are ecstasy,

You are the earth, you are the sky,

You are what you are!

To me it doesn’t matter, how or who you are,

What does matter is that you are.

-: Not Everyone’s Lucky :-

Life has several tricks up its sleeve,

One such trick brought us together,

We stood amazed: staring at each other with delight,

That moment changed our live, love at first sight,

We shared moments together, moments of joys and sorrows,

Our love for each other was true, impartial and just,

We respected each other; our love hadn’t a fraction of lust,

We would die for one another for our love to us was our God,

Then one day her mother came at my door step with eyes-full of tear,

She pleaded me to forget my love, I tried to explain but to no avail,

She asked me to forget her, if my love for her was true,

So the love which had brought us together now set us apart,

Months passed and her mother turned up again, but now with a smile,

Along came gifts, sweets and clothes, I was surprised so I couldn’t react,

She uttered her name and stopped, I fell on my knees “she getting married”; she said,

Then she gave me an invitation, I wanted to see her once and so I couldn’t stop myself,

There she was dressed up in a red saree like an princes, but I was enable to face her,

Throughout the ceremony she looked at me with num eyes asking the question. “why”?

We had lost everything; only thing we are left with now is pain, tears and hope,

That if our love is true we will be together at another place, another time, perhaps another life.

-: I Will Survive :-

You turned your back on me, when my life was going nowhere;

You deserted to me when I needed you most,

As if I was no one, my life meant nothing,

You left me alone and forgot the promises we made,

You thought I would succumb and surrender eventually,

Because you were the Motivation, the inspiration that I always sought,

But I gave a fight and stared the world right in the eyes,

And I snatched victory from the jaws of defeat,

And now you return and try to regain the position you once had,

But now you’re welcome no more in my life,

For I have learned how to live, how to cherish every moment of my life,

I have learned to give love and ask nothing in return,

So even if Adversity return’s

I will survive, yes I will survive.

-: Keep Walking :-

We have to keep walking,

For life is not static,

It keeps moving forward,

To keep up with its pace,

We have to keep walking,

When success deceives us,

And failure in wrapped around us,

Too break through the shackles,

And achieve our destiny,

We have to keep walking,

When relationships are broken,

The losses are irreplaceable,

To overcome the sorrows,

And heal our wounds,

We have to keep walking,

When efforts are being put in,

With results which contradict them,

Too overshadow the disappointment,

Too look for a new beginning,

We have to keep walking,

When life has turned on you,

With the sun no-where to find,

After the disheartening night,

In search of a hopeful morning,

We have to keep walking,

-: Heaven For Everyone :-

Look at yourself, look at the people,

You’ll see diversity, you’ll find similarity,

You’ll notice a difference, but can identify with it,

For everyone is special, everyone is unique,

So stand up and be counted,

You’re life isn’t powerless, for it influences lives,

For when you are hurt, tears are shed,

For when you are happy, smiles are spread,

So no matter who you are, prince or pauper,

You have the power to change the world you live in,

And when you’ll realize this, the world around you will change,

It’ll be a place surrounded by love and peace,

Whose beauty unmatched, whose freedom unconquered,

It will be a place fair to everyone,

One which is called Heaven;

Heaven for Everyone.

-: I am a Believer :-

Alone I stand & the darkness surrounds me,

Trying to move- ahead though I can’t see,

Unable to see but won’t stop thee,

Hurdles can’t stop me from achieving my destiny,

Efforts won’t be lacking,

For I’ll try my best,

Setback will be left behind,

And indecision’s put to rest,

Excuses aren’t part of my plan,

So they’re out of question,

I’ll win my destiny,

With my ability & intention,

I am fully focused & not affected by situation,

I will make through & I’ll write my own conclusion,

My destiny will not defeat me & leave me crying,

I’ am going to achieve my goal or die trying.

-: If Only – I…… :-

A childhood friend, we shared precious moment together,

I loved her, but can’t express it for I was too shy,

Then our school life ended & after school began,

Here the fun never stopped with energies that soared high,

All this time my love for her kept getting stronger,

So I tried to tell her, but feared of losing a friend,

Then like all good things our collage life too ended,

We both parted away with separate ways to lead,

All this time, I kept regretting the fact,

That I was unable to express my feelings to her,

Then one day out of the blues,

I got the news that she had passed away,

I felt that my heart had been ripped out,

So I stood beside her grave, where I found her diary,

In which she expressed her love for me,

Falling down on my knees, I cried aloud,

I begged for a chance, if only I could express,

So if you’re in love, then be bold & say it,

Coz your love will, but one you love will not live forever.

-: Hopeful :-

If only the disputes ended!

If only sanity prevailed!

For the time with us is limited,

Our task still needs to be completed,

World should be changed,

Our act’s to be corrected,

Feelings for the people be evoked,

Mourning hearts be consoled,

Learn the art of being merciful;
thank the helper by being grateful,

Harm no one for it is your duty,

Live life for a wonder and its beauty,

Neither bloodshed nor feeling sore,

Hearts unified with hatred no more,

For peace is what I desire,

And hope is all I have.

-: Moment :-

My life was like any others,

Until you came along,

You transformed it in to something special,

With your presence so strong,

Everyday when I see you,

I forget the world around me,

For you’re the beat in my heart,

You’re the thought in my mind,

When I open my eyes, I see you,

When I close my eyes, I dream of you,

Everywhere I go I feel your presence,

Everything I do I find your essence,

A feeling, I can’t explain,

A feeling, I’d like to sustain,

It feel’s like an angel’s touch,

A Moment, worth so much.

-: Beautiful :-

There’s a girl in my class,

Gracious as a castle of glass,

Her first look towards me,

Triggered the storm within thee,

The first smile that she gave,

Spread the pleasant light of stars,

The first words that we exchanged,

She mystified me, left me amazed,

She moves, she moves like a breeze,

Consoling the world around her, making them feel at ease,

Shades of her character add to her beauty,

Every new day, she increases my curiosity,

Conquered by her charm, defeated by her glory,

It’s just a beginning, not the end of the story.

-: Forever And For Always :-

Read my thoughts, through my eyes,

They’ll tell you what I’ am unable too,

That I’ll be happy in your happiness,

And I’ll be beside you in your sorrows,

That I will love you with a heart so true,

And I’ll keep on loving you, even if I’ am through,

In need if you are, think of me looking at the blue,

Even if you can’t see me, you will still find me around you,

My love for you is unconditional; I ask nothing in return,

Just the right to keep loving you till sun stops rising,

Within me you’ll always be on or above,

You are the moment of my life, for you are my love.

-: The Angel Within :-

Facing the fury, of deeds of my life,

Tormented and torn apart, by the continuous strife,

With standing the forces of time and fate,

Wondered the end of the endless wait,

Things were calm around me, but storm within thee,

Happiness kept deceiving me, while sorrow stood by me,

I left my loved ones, my pride, my grace,

In search of an angel, who’ll bring peace and solace,

Searched for an angel, like one’s in the fairy tale,

But is nowhere to be found, neither in sky nor on ground,

Then came a voice, whose source was hidden,

He showed the way to rid off the burden,

It resides within you and me; you just need faith for its real,

I call it Gabriel, the angel within.

-: Have I Told You Lately :-

The beauty of your heart,

Can be seen on your face,

The aura that’s within you,

Carries the mystery of Holy Grail,

The smile on your face,

Inspires the desire to live,

The voice, the word’s you utter,

Are like the echo of the morning mass,

Your eyes with, the heavenly glaze.

Like Apollo has set his fire a blaze,

I think of you day in and day out,

As a dream against dream, a wish against wish,

That if someone is there for everyone,

Then you are the one, for me.